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Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Dad.

I just went in the kitchen to put my water bottle in the fridge and my dad was all, "Slim. Don't go loosing any weight." Right. Like that's going to happen. I played it off, saying, "I don't even want to lose weight! Just beware; whenI get back from Chicago in two weeks I'm going to have a big old pot belly!" He just laughed and let it go. The sad thing is; I'm probably right. I wish I could see some real progress. I really do. my measurements say that I'm still huge... and yet my dad tells me I look thinner? god. It pisses me off. i'm really worrid about my family. They are always trying to make me eat and shit, and I just... I don't know. They FORCE me. Like, when they're cooking, they make me test shit out. It's always SO fattening. I really hope that doesn't happen.

I'm putting icecubes on my eyes because there are dark bags and circles around them. I look like I'm really sick... and I don't want anyone to ask me if I'm okay and shit. I'm gunna chill with this ice until I go to bed. Night. <33

1 comment:

  1. Naw at least he cares to ask!! Just get FOCUSED, DETERMINED and keep working HARD on what you want to achieve and you will get there!!

    For your eyes slice cucumber into thick slices. Cucumber slices reduce puffiness and refresh the appearance of skin around the eyes. Place a slice over each eye, extending over the darkened area. Do this for 10-15 minutes. Keep your eyes closed.

    xx

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