Nerves.

boy oh boy, did I NOT miss school. Turnes out, over our little break, i turned into a straight up BITCH. The guy I used to/kinda still like? Yeah. I was an asshole to him, pushed his stuff off of his desk, ignored him when he'd hit on me. He deserved it, though. He was talking shit about the guy i really like now, who was supposedly supposed to be his friend. He told me, "I don't like him. he's a manwhore, blahblah." I ripped him a new one, that's for sure. Then I angrily stormed out of class once the bell rang. See, this is why i don't ever leave my room. It's a lot safer for me, and the general public. And I'm actually NOT pmsing! So, really, there's no excuse for my bitchiness besides that I finally got tired of his shit and let it all out. Oh, but i'm not done with him yet. I need to make him feel like shit. :) My bestfriend's pissing me off, because this morning she tells me she has to tell me something and yet she STILL hasn't told me. Well, that's cool. It's pissing me off, honestly. I wish she'd just spit it out.

I'm nervous because my dad bought bbq and I know he's going to try and make me eat some. I'm NOT eating that shit. No way. I have to figure out what I actually will eat though... oh yeah! I still have rice from a couple days ago. :) I'm still nervous though because he might want to watch me eat...