Hiccups.

I'm currently listening to my all-time favorite song and I have the hiccups. I couldn't be any more relaxed. I like having hiccups. I don't know why. Probably because I'm a freak. I wish I could play the guitar so I could play Say It Ain't So. If a guy ever starts playing and singing this song and he sounds good, I'll probably have to marry him. I have to. I would have found my soul mate. I really need to find a good book to read. Like, seriously. I could re-read my favorite series, since I have all of the books. That's the City of Bones series. God, it's just so wonderful. I can't even describe it. I have such a short attention span lately, though. I'll read a few pages but then I get bored and need to do something else. Well, I don't really get bored, I just feel like I can't understand the words anymore. It's weird.

In half an hour I'm going to be making myself a little plate of rice and corn. I haven't decided what I'm eating for dinner yet, but I really want it to have some sugar in it... but we have NO FRUIT. I think we might have some canned fruit... I'll check and see. That'd be better than nothing. Oh, crap. In addition to that I have to eat some of the dinner my step mom makes... unless it's hamburgers, and I'm pretty sure it's hamburgers. Ew. I really can't stand the smell or sight of meat anymore. Like, I was ripping up a piece of fried chicken last night to make it look like I ate it, and I almost threw up. The smell was so unbearable and disgusting I really couldn't stand it. Plus, there was this wet stuff coming out of it, and it was slimy and gross. Ugh. To think I used to eat that ALL THE TIME. I never really like it, though. Unless it was from KFC. No more fast food for me, though! Everr. At least I'll be saving my mom money. She always tries to buy me food when she knows she doesn't have that much money to spend, so now I won't let her. Spending money on material things are a lot better investment than spending it on food. Wow. Having hiccups when your stomach is filled with water and oatmeal is weird. Ha.